most people live their lives very normal when put against the life of someone thats out there(the world over) many live under their shadows(no willing to take chances) and the few who have grown tired of the ways of the shadow just take the step foward awwwww the light of no fear the light of purpose the time for me to just take the bull by the horns now i am living now i am feeling that taste of doing something worth while these are the people that will have no regrets on their death bed if their one or how ever they go they would have lived o many times over i ask my self after coming off the stage seeing thousands hundreds or less is this it ..........but i have asked myself that same queston over and over again not realising im the one who have to change it and make it something more than i want its up to each and everyone of us to take it to wher we want and stop askng our selves the queations and just get the anwers our eyes are open but are we really seeing another queston huh .......amazing what we call seeing before becoming apart of music i thought i use to see but the things i see now is not even close to what i will when my eyes are really open ...........we all have silent pains of reaching a destination a goal how ever you choose to name it many times over i look at posters television shows music videos and i see adrian dutchin and to me my name is just a name ......my slinet pains continue looks can be very deceving the world will think persons have everything when in fact they have nothing but what others will envy or kill for .........